39 weeks tommorow

And tommorow we find out who will change the future of the US.

Big day on both fronts I dare say!

So, I've been thinking of all the things to come. How my life has already changed in the past year, how much change I want to happen, and how AMAZING it is going to be to experience it all.

I have to admit, the whole "economic crisis" thing has been a bit of a downer. Sadly, it put my husband out of a job. I was FREAKING OUT for a good little bit, but as of late...I've figured out that it's going to work out and it's not worth the wasted energy. All I need is love and support from my amazing husband and we'll make it thru.

So onto the upcoming labor. I don't know if i've mentioned it on this blog or not, but we are planning on having Leah at home with our midwife. We already have the birthing tub set up in Leah's room and we're just waiting on her to arrive. I have to admit, I was scared of the pain of it all. Scared that I couldn't do it. What i've realized...is that this is what my (and all women's bodies) are designed for. I am blessed to be able to experience it. I'm reading a interesting book on natural labor and she makes a great point in saying "every other pain you experience in your life is non productive, and you tend to run away or take something to ease it (epidural etc) but what you dont realize...is that your body is doing what it is supposed to, and that you are not being harmed. If you just let yourself go with it, it will be one of the most powerful experiences in your life"

I'll have to make a post after I experience it all and see if I still feel the same way lol!

So, here's to upcoming changes and positive thoughts. I'll update as new news comes.