I thought about it a lot yesterday.
Purposely not planning for the sake of letting it happen naturally. Its kind of silly really, trying to purposly go against the grind, its almost like we're little goth kids. But at the same time, I know why we have the mindset we do.
Still, it doesnt hurt to have knowledge, and to be healthy. I decided to go and get some prenatal vitamans yesterday. I made sure it had iron and folic acid. It was kind of funny, when I checked out, I was hoping that the register lady would flash me a smile and wish me good luck or something. Odd, I know, but dammit I was excited! I also got onto whattoexpect.com and found out they have a support website too. Im a very curious person, so to learn as much as I can is not a bad thing.
When I got home, after re arranging some furniture, I asked him to help me with something. I had him open the pills for me. We just grinned at each other. Its a very small thing, but its finally a real step before us...a realization that we're really going to make a baby.
Pretty cool I say :)
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